Yesterday was the day they celebrated Izzie's birthday at her kindy. I was up til midnight the night before making a cake, thinking "Where's George when I need him?!"
Banana cake with chocolate icing and lots of mini-marshmellows and smarties and hundreds and thousands on top, and a little dolly lolly Auntie H sent. I called my creation "Izzie in Wonderland".
We took it to kindy the next day, Bax carrying it carefully inside. Then G and I went back at 9.55 precisely to join the children for morning tea.
We sat on tiny wooden chairs around the table with children and their main teacher Johanna (she is German and so her name is pronounced "Your-hanna", Bax calls her "My-hanna").
There are about 10 children and two babies. And about four carers so the ratio is very good.
Anyway....
The cake sat on the table and all the children stared at it, some said "Cake!" like drooling lions. Johanna put a rainbow coloured cape around Izzie's shoulders and a golden crown on her head. Izzie kept putting her hand on her head to feel for the special golden band. She sat with her arms folded on the table and a big grin on her face, lips together, self-contained but beaming. Then Johanna told a little story about an angel who peeped down from heaven and asked if it was her turn to come down to earth yet - all the children listening so well. Then J asked Izzie to help deliver the parcels, and they went with a tiny basket right around the room giving each person a tiny parcel of a chocolate raisin wrapped in blue or red tissue. All the older children knew what was inside and they carefully opened the tissue and popped the raisin in their mouths whispering "chocolate...."
Then the candles on the cake were lit and Izzie gave an amazing effort to blow them out. She knew exactly what to do as if she had been watching all the other children before her blowing out their candles and knowing that when it was her special day she'd have to do it too. So concentrated. She blew out one but not the other and try as she might it just wouldn't go out so the other children blew with her and it went out . Bax slipped his hand into mine under the table. I had tears streaming down my cheeks.
Then Johanna showed the children Izzie's special card and their was a beautiful drawing of Izzie palying on the beach and Bax asked "And me?" and without missing a beat Johnanna said that Baxter was just around the corner in the picture. Then J held up each card that each of the children had made and we all oooed and ahhhed.
I cut the cake and the kids devoured it and I had a cup of a tea. It was really lovely and special. G saw the beauty of it too and he's still new to all this Steiner stuff.
So now Izzie is truley 2. She's in the big kids room, she hasn't got a kindy daybook (they are only for the babies).
All the way home G and I discussed when Bax should start proper kindy and then school and same for Izzie. And so I guess I don't have babies at all anymore, just two big kids. Boo hoo and yeehaa in equal measures.